Painful Love, True Love by EinsamerWolf, literature
Literature
Painful Love, True Love
It hurts, someone who wants to be close to me, I can't stand their presence, even more so now, in times of trouble. Friends can't become what we are, can't be me, can't be her. I can't fold my hands and say ok, I can't look at her and wish agin. life spins without motion, grinding to a stop while moving at one hundered miles an hour. Controled crash, falling to peices, my soul, my mind, my life, crashes into the wall, shatering as they hit, breaking me, breaking down, time to bleed, time to fade, go away, just leave be to die. I want to leave, this bleeding sky, days of death, to be free from sight, free from her, free from me. Kill me, the f
Following the past is the way humans like to move, in a world where only you can consume the fuel of the erupting economy, in the baskets of little gang bangers walking to gramas house, find the wolf in the bed with out a head while grama sings the blues of a lonely night, wistiling the tune of a broken heart, on the wings of deceit followed by a fellowship of horror movies, and a hobbit with an uzi can live the game of life, playing on a board of shadow, finding the ends of a tale of old, eating the jam from a super models bare, open car, while the mind is corrupted and morals are flushed like little Billy's fish.
Current Residence: Dead End Arizona Favourite genre of music: Metal/Blues and all inbetween. Favourite photographer: Calip Merin Favourite style of art: Abstract, Anything that makes people think. Operating System: Linux / WinXP MP3 player of choice: Don't use MP3 Players, I use MP3 CD's. Favourite cartoon character: I have a few. Personal Quote: "Gargle that dish soap!" ~Me
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh, Max Ernst
Favourite Movies
Boondock Saints
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Atreyu, Trivium, Rob Zombie, Children of Bodem, Cake, BTBAM, Tool, NIN, The Shins, Kinks.
So I was wrong, it is C++, In my 5th week of it now. Its not too hard, I'm getting used to the syntax and the function structure in it. Love the loops and decision statements in it too. Personally they are easier to use than VB's once you know them.
I've got math in my pocket now. Easy.
As for VB, I really need to catch up... They changed around the class so we have a lecture before we go into labs to do the work, and its been really hard to want to do work in that class, its kind of boring.
As for other parts of my life, I need a girlfriend, got rejected once again. =/
Nothing going on, not much time to get on anymore, not much time to draw (thus lack of anything for the past year or so.).
On the up side I'm in College now, in Programming Classes at ITT. Fun shit man, can't wait to get into C#. (C++ is dieing in case you haven't been keeping up.) Going into dual booting next week, will be tweaking my comp at home once I can fully run Linux and WinXP. By the way Vista sucks, end.
Anyway, I don't know!
Late,
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Well I don't do much drawing anymore, and I want to. So can someone give me an idea?
Oh and The Words.
I will draw out any word, similar to my Zeal pic. Just note me and give me the word and Feeling you want it to have. Only thing I might ask for in return is that I get a drawing from you if I ask?? =p We can work that out though lol.
Hello fellow Oddlot! Thanks for the watch! I didn't know you worked in metal. That's been something I wish I took a class in back at college...I wanted to build armor n' stuff.